Wednesday, April 20, 2005

If Tomorrow Never Comes

RONAN KEATING LYRICS"If Tomorrow Never Comes"
Sometimes late at night I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel about her in my heart
If tomorrow never comes will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face this world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes'
Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regrets (to my mother)
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel
If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
If tomorrow never comes
So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes
Love is sweet and tender, it melts your heart, and I would gladly giveup it up for the one. I would hold her up and cherish her. She would be my one and only and I would never fail her.
She understands me, knows me, protects me, my confidante, my angel.

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

a like note blogged for me?

but not to any Mary, to -My Mary-...
This is a letter to my Sweetheart;Please deliver it sharply today; anytime before 5:00 this afternoon… or maybe even a little later than that, because our first date started a little later than five... I wish for her to know how special she is today in my life, like then, two months ago, when we shared a second meal, as an excuse too meet one more time…Make sure there will be a smile on her face, and bright sparks in her eyes, because this will tell me she is happy, and this is how I like her to be...Have her remember how magic it is to be with her, how she makes a moment to be unforgettable with her only presence…Grant her a hint of who might have written this letter, tell her it is someone who dreams and thinks about her quite often, but never tell her my name, let her try to guess…Tell her I have counted sixty happy days next to her, wondering; how have they gone so fast?! Finally; ask her to help me count another sixty days, together with her…

ISTP

the personalitypage.com was taken by me ...can one really pin one's personality as complex as me on a test? I guess you need to start somewhere. And if enough polls were done, maybe there are some truths behind the results.
I am an ISTP=introvert senses thinking perceived individual although i could falter either way on the STP part, but definitely not the I part. And as I get older, will I lean toward one more than another? can one change one's personality? what does it mean to be ISTP?
As an ISTP, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you deal with things rationally and logically. Your secondary mode is external, where you take things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion.
ISTPs have a compelling drive to understand the way things work. They're good at logical analysis, and like to use it on practical concerns. They typically have strong powers of reasoning, although they're not interested in theories or concepts unless they can see a practical application. They like to take things apart and see the way they work.
ISTPs have an adventuresome spirit. They are attracted to motorcycles, airplanes, sky diving, surfing, etc. They thrive on action, and are usually fearless. ISTPs are fiercely independent, needing to have the space to make their own decisions about their next step. They do not believe in or follow rules and regulations, as this would prohibit their ability to "do their own thing". Their sense of adventure and desire for constant action makes ISTPs prone to becoming bored rather quickly.
ISTPs are loyal to their causes and beliefs, and are firm believers that people should be treated with equity and fairness. Although they do not respect the rules of the "System", they follow their own rules and guidelines for behavior faithfully. They will not take part in something which violates their personal laws. ISTPs are extremely loyal and faithful to their "brothers".
ISTPs like and need to spend time alone, because this is when they can sort things out in their minds most clearly. They absorb large quantities of impersonal facts from the external world, and sort through those facts, making judgments, when they are alone.
ISTPs are action-oriented people. They like to be up and about, doing things. They are not people to sit behind a desk all day and do long-range planning. Adaptable and spontaneous, they respond to what is immediately before them. They usually have strong technical skills, and can be effective technical leaders. They focus on details and practical things. They have an excellent sense of expediency and grasp of the details which enables them to make quick, effective decisions.
ISTPs avoid making judgments based on personal values - they feel that judgments and decisions should be made impartially, based on the fact. They are not naturally tuned in to how they are affecting others. They do not pay attention to their own feelings, and even distrust them and try to ignore them, because they have difficulty distinguishing between emotional reactions and value judgments. This may be a problem area for many ISTPs.
An ISTP who is over-stressed may exhibit rash emotional outbursts of anger, or on the other extreme may be overwhelmed by emotions and feelings which they feel compelled to share with people (often inappropriately). An ISTP who is down on himself will foray into the world of value judgments - a place which is not natural for the ISTP - and judge himself by their inability to perform some task. They will then approach the task in a grim emotional state, expecting the worst.
ISTPs are excellent in crisis situations. They're usually good athletes, and have very good hand-eye coordination. They are good at following through with a project, and tying up loose ends. They usually don't have much trouble with school, because they are introverts who can think logically. They are usually patient individuals, although they may be prone to occasional emotional outbursts due to their inattention to their own feelings.
ISTPs have a lot of natural ability which makes them good at many different kinds of things. However, they are happiest when they are centered in action-oriented tasks which require detailed logical analysis and technical skill. They take pride in their ability to take the next correct step.
ISTPs are optimistic, full of good cheer, loyal to their equals, uncomplicated in their desires, generous, trusting and receptive people who want no part in confining commitments.


"To love means to open ourselves to the negative as well as the positive - to grief, sorrow, and disappointment as well as to joy, fulfillment, and an intensity of consciousness we did not know was possible before." -- Rollo May
Strengths
Good listeners
Usually self-confident
Generally optimistic and fun to be with
Practical and realistic, they handle daily concerns
Are not threatened by conflict or criticism
Able to leave a relationship with relative ease once it is over
Able to administer punishment, although they're not interested in doing so
Likely to respect other's needs for space and privacy
Weakness
Living entirely in the present, they have difficulty with long-term commitments
Not naturally good at expressing feelings and emotions
Not tuned in to what others are feeling, they may be insensitive at times
Tendency to be overly private and hold back part of themselves
Need a lot of personal space, which they don't like to have invaded
They thrive on action and excitement, and may stir things up to create it