Even a monkey can play golf

Can you teach ole me new tricks?
I am in my 30s yet I continue to learn new skills.
A few of my lifetime accomplishments include...
getting a turkey from bowling 3 strikes in a row,
scuba diving 100ft below and underwater cave exploration,
sewing elegant dresses for the symphony and opera,
publishing scientific research papers and posters,
cooking gourmet dinner for all my friends,
changing my car's oil and brake pads,
installing tiles and laminate floorings,
writing up my own business plan,
investing wisely to get 300% return,

things I still hope to achieve in my life
finding someone who appreciates me
kissing someone for 2days straight
making a wedding cake with lots of edible flowers

Short of Expectations

To Grow you must change your outlook and stamina in life...
To Change you must be willing to ask questions and find concrete ways to change...
To Change you must step outside yourself and find answers beyond your scope...
To Change you must look for weaknesses and be conscientious to change...

Why do I tend to look for hope from others and not myself?
When things do not go my way, why do I spiral towards negativity?
Do I tend to give up on life too soon?
Can I co-exist as an idealist and realist?
Am I talented? What are my talents?
Am I confident in my abilities? What are my abilities?
Am I quick to respond? Are my responses appropriate and logical?
What can I work on, to be a better person?
thoughtfulness and sensitivity, paying attention to details, observe and take notes.
Am I romantic? Am I a good lover?
Am I a good friend? Do I offer help when a friend asks?
Do I compliment and make others feel good being around me?
Do I weigh more on disappointments than enjoyment?
Do I listen and apply what others ask of me?