Evanescence(E) et Sic Puppies(SP)

San and I went to downtown SJ for Evanescence concert at SJSU Event Center on S. 7th Street. For 20bux we had fun listening to him and her perform live! the SP were loud but not yet matured. Evanescence had a presence, with her attire, voice, dance, and piano solo. I'm glad San liked Evanescence. She likes mellow music. Afterwards, we went to a bar, San had beer and I had a martini. Life is good tonite, different from yesterday. Being with her is like a rollercoaster ride. Sometimes, I wonder why she resists the universe, when I can feel it pulling, i let it. When she feels it she pushes, and it is not good results. Her car was almost towed, she was late to Oracle presentation, she was crouchy, and the bridge closed down by 11 on us.

Bring Me To Life

How can you see into my eyes like open doors

leading you down into my core

where I’ve become so numb

without a soul my spirit sleeping

somewhere cold until you find it

there and lead it back home

Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up)

Wake me up inside(Save me)

call my name and save me from the dark(Wake me up)

bid my blood to run(I can’t wake up)

before I come undone(Save me)

save me from the nothing I’ve become now

that I know what I’m without you

can't just leave me

breathe into me and make me real

Bring me to life(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)

Bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch

without your love

darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see

kept in the dark

but you were there in front of me

I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems

got to open my eyes to everything

without a thought without a voice without a soul

don't let me die here

there must be something more

bring me to life

My Immortal

I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave'

Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus:]When you cried

I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have

All of me

You used to captivate me

By your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts

My once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away

All the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time cannot erase

[Chorus]I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along