Memorial Weekend

This past weekend was so different from previous ones. No more starting bad relations. It is about redemption, saving myself. If i don't find anyone in my life, at least i know i lived the way i was meant to live- loving life and treating those around me with integrity. To know who i am. and fulfilling my joys and obligations in this lifetime.
The past weekend i went to Gay Day at Great America with PALS. Saturday was spent with EJ, rock climbing and dinner with the G family. Sunday was BBQ with Nikki Jaynie Carol etc, going to work and stopping by Delicious at that Cafe with Aaron. I danced with a hot haitian girl, and met two Asian girls, who are going to the queer film festival this mid June. Monday i went to Robins house to clear her front lawn for 1.5hours and then went home to do the same for my house. By the afternoon, i went to Penny for dinner.

All this time I have the flu with fever and chills. a running nose. Trying to drag myself out of bed each morning and staying asleep at nite is the worse. Drank lots of hot water with honey and ginger. rubbed myself with camphor oil. drank two glasses of freshly squeezed orange juices. 8 pills of advil per day. half the time my head feels heavily sedated. but i will survive. afterall i have work and meeting in the morning.